Saturday, May 4, 2013

"If mama ain't happy, ain't nobody happy."


You can interpret this saying in one of two ways. You may feel, “Hey, we all have to try hard to make Mom happy; otherwise, no one will be happy.” Or you could take it, as it’s your Mother’s responsibility is to be happy for the sake of her family.  Whatever perspective you take, the goal is to be happy for everyone’s sake.  Mothers are typically portrayed as the martyr in the house, the one who sacrifices for greater good for the family.  Having never been a “Mom” I am not in a position to judge but believe this has to be one of the tougher jobs on earth.  This is especially true, if the family does not appreciate and value her contribution.  I believe whenever you see this sign in someone’s house or hear them promote this philosophy you are in the home of an under appreciated or misunderstood Mother. 
The sign that hung in my Mom’s kitchen arrived after all of us kids had left our home and she was working full time in a restaurant that my Dad and she had purchased.  Prior to buying the restaurant they had been semi-unemployed, living in the back woods of Colorado for a couple of years after moving from Oklahoma.  All the kids had left home and they struck out, sort of chasing their dreams. They were very happy during those years and it showed, they always had something to do and seemed excited about life in general.  But they had to find a way to make a living, Mom was not excited about the restaurant idea, she had worked as a waitress before and knew how hard the work was but there were not a lot of choices.   I know working in the restaurant was not one of the happier times of her life; she seemed to resent the restaurant and having to work there but it did provide a steady income.   
This “sign” was a reminder to all that sat in her kitchen you don’t mess with her or you and everyone around will pay.   As my Mom grew older her tolerance for “poor eaters,” “average performers,” and anyone who did not measure up to her standards seemed to decrease.  As often happens, as we get older, we become more set in our ways and as a good friend of mine once said, “your shit tolerance level decreases.”    
The inference of the sign never sat well with me and I grew to detest the sign and all it stood for.  Over the years, I have met other families who have the same sign hanging in their house or subscribe to the same philosophy.  Now don’t get me wrong, I believe Mothers should be revered and always appreciated and believe for the most part they are the silent force behind every family.   But the sign seemed to go counter to everything that I thought my Mother stood for.  I regret never asking her about it but looking back believe the sign was/is a statement for disenfranchised Mother’s everywhere. 
A Mother’s retirement check is and always will be how well her children remember and appreciate her sacrifices. My Mother felt she had had earned the right to stay at home and take care of the grandkids and do the things older people do, when she was faced with having to return to the work to make ends meet, she grew resentful.  In many ways I understand her resentment now but the sign never did her justice.   As the song says, “you don’t always get what you want.”  It makes me pause and wonder what sign will hang in your kitchen?